Monday, February 02, 2004say it isnt so`
dnt knw ehs. feeling kinda down so i decided to blog. hahas. wells ive been thinking too much these few days and the thinking has got to me i think. haiis. yest was at church and i read this thing that says "words cant break bones but they can break hearts" and made me wonder some stuff like have i ever said something which i meant it jokingly but in the process hurt someone ? maybe id have to be more careful with my words now. and words rli do hurt. hahas. i can get depressed just seeing msn nicks. yeaps. esp if the person means something to me. crazy but true. haiiz.
and sometimes even whn im sad i try to keep it to myself. and outside, i just show that smiley face and everything. and sometimes i just cant take it and might burst out on someone. like rli pissed all of a sudden. i feel damn bad whnever i do that lohs. like im rli sorry but i dnt knw what got into me. but thn as long as everyone's happy thn im happy right ? i dnt knw. it's like life is so uncertain. wells but thn yest i gave up my seat to this old lady in the mrt. and she was so thankful. and it rli made my day like wow ! sometimes just a simple thanks can make things so different. yeaps. so thanks everyone for being in my life. yes. every single person who i ever met. you guys have made a diff in my life. love ya lots ! ((:
maybe im not that up cos it's monday and im having monday blues. but it is a hol ! i dnt knw lahs. hahas. now im wondering whether i shld go class outing later or go out with my sis. i think id enjoy being with my sis more for today. as in class is so class and sis is like so close and vrything. i dnt think im up for mixing with people today or at least trying to bond with my class. + my down mood might be infectious ! *horrors*
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